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Stephanie? She Is Just A Girl That Has Gone Through A Lot In The Past Years...Yet She Discovered That There's A Thing Call Life. Now She's Just Stephanie. She's Not Perfect. She Is Just A Normal Person Trying To Learn Like Everybody Else. Is Rare If You See Her Cry, Or Doing Her Homework :P(Trust Me) She's Sometimes Very Shy. She's Sometimes Random. She's Sometimes Sad. She's Sometimes Hyper.... But She's Always Herself. She's Always Looking For New Experiences And Challenges. She's Not Afraid To Make New Friends Every Were She Goes And She's Always Available When Someone Needs Her. Maybe She’s Not Funny, Or The Most Incredible Person You've Known. But "She Always Follows Her Heart." …And That’s What Makes Her Steph. ……For More Info...Talk To Her...:) Love Ya ...........Herself........ ..☮↑By.Mεεε!!!↑☮..:D
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Monday, April 11, 2011, 20:35
So Today Many Things Happened ... Many...
I realized that I'm not appreciated by the things I do...By the things I make...
I had this guy pretty much telling me off when all I wanted to do was apologize for some facts I posted on his blog...website..page...(you name it).
I realized that there's many like him... I know I'm not perfect... (no one is)... I know, I might do everything wrong most if not 99.99% of the time... but I realized that not only he didn't like what I do but he also things that nothing is worth it. So there you have me thinking about my time...my life...my future.... are things actually worth it now days?... are things gonna make sense just like they do right now??? Most of us grew up with the idea of a GOD or someone or something superior that helps us everyday...right?..I mean I guess... [not all of us]. But now I ask for my GOD to help me out with the plan I came out with a few days ago...:
I decided that I didn't want to loose a friend over there...(yeah because of all the things that happened before) [he knows that I think he was using me] he knows. So I came with the perfect ULTIMATE plan. I know he gets mad over things (weird things...:P) but I guess. I was gonna comment on those things and HE was gonna 1. get mad. 2. or cutely play back. Yeah, plan worked anyways, he got mad... so now I don't have an excuse to be near him during the trip because I'm gonna know that he's mad at me. I hope someday he comes back to read this and realize why I did it in the first place. Maybe he's gonna realize a bit too late. I did it to NOT get in trouble by being together...(because I know that when he gets mad at people he doesn't talk to them...) sadly (stupid plan) [who cares]. Plan is to be friends again once we get back...(maybe we can still talk...) [if we get in trouble over there... we're never gonna be able to be together as friends, for the simple fact that many people hate that we talk to each other.] Sucks because it's hard to find a friend that you can tell all your life to....